i am becoming who i always wanted to be

in a conversation with a friend the other day it was said "I am becoming more of who I always wanted to be." what an attractive statement. to truly become that person i dream of becoming. the person who does all the things that i tell myself i do, but struggle to actually get done.

for this friend it was weekend adventures that he aspired to. rope swings, abandoned caves and weekends spent camping. a nature adventurist. that was his dream, part of who he always wanted to be.

i dream of being a woman full of grace and always extending a hand of compassion and love. never with a judgemental glance but i desire to be always found serving.

i instead find myself doing. doing projects and seeing results but knowing that the results i see are not the results that could be if i would serve instead of do. the results that can come if i would love instead of talk or give instead of hoard.

once again i am at a loss, because typing doesn't change me...but the choices i make can
its time to make better choices. its time to choose to live love and act on my dreams.

thanks friend